take it for what it is
times have changedTimes have changed.times have changed by ~eskahpay
I remember when I first saw you standing outside your house, hands in pockets, grinning at me through the windshield of Mom's van.
I remember how I jumped out of the car and into your arms, and I kissed you.
I remember the way your lips tasted; like need.
Like when my mom went out to get ice from the second floor, and as soon as I heard the swoosh, click of the door, I dragged you on top of me.
I remember the way you kissed my neck and my lips and my cheek as my fingers dug into your back and we were so close when the door opened and you jumped off me.
I remember how I looked you in the eyes and whispered in your ear
2 weeks 3 days 57 minutesOnce upon a time you told me love lasted forever.2 weeks 3 days 57 minutes by ~eskahpay
You held my hand and asked me how long did I think forever lasted?
At the time I said until you die, but you stopped talking to me after 2 weeks, 3 days, and 57 minutes.
Not that I was counting.
When my dog died, you showed up for the funeral.
My dad let me say my final words to Socks, and you came and stood by my side. You held my hand, and I started to cry.
I didn't cry because of Socks[' death]; I cried because I didn't know the next time I've ever be this close to you.
Age 12, you moved halfway across the country. I wrote you letters everyday you were gone, [for 6 years,] but you ne
stars and spidersstars and spiders by ~eskahpay
SHE IS AN ARTIST.
SHE will make you, shape you,
you don't exist until
she creates you.
you will make her:
cause her STRESS.
people lose interest in art after a while.
jesus was art.
now, people recognize McD's
more often than our savior.
so. yeah, this is
lack of sleep
and lots of crazy ideas
pretty much still a kid that refuses to grow up
anyone who'd like to get to know me, please do!
because I love to get to know awesome people from all around the planet.
Current Residence: Germany